Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Apprehensive

I'm worried about tonight's weigh in. I was within points every day this week except for the baby shower day. I didn't even count that day :o And I know that might not even make a difference (this week!) but I still feel heavy today. And I'm sure that even if I didn't lose this week, I'll probably lose next week as long as I keep at it but I'm scared. Scared that if I don't see results I'll quit. And only two weeks in...that'll be such a blow to my self-esteem. Because even worse than not losing weight is failing at yet another try at this weight loss thing...

I wish I knew how to fix my stupid head.

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