I went for a walk on my lunch break today at work. It wasn't overly hot out but I was sweating anyway. I wasn't walking fast, but I could feel my heart pounding and my joints started to ache nonetheless. I'm fat and out of shape.
Every once in awhile I'd catch a glimpse of my reflection in a store window. And I'd cringe.
On my way back to work I suddenly realized that I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of being fat and not doing anything about it. I'd explain more but it's the middle of the night and I should get back to bed...maybe tomorrow.
But I thought I'd better get this down. Just in case this was it...the moment it clicked.
My Thought Chain
7 years ago